Castle Bam: 11: 47 AM

My eyes ached softly as I started to become aware of the world around me. My mind was groggy and I attempted to remember where I was. Let’s see, Bam’s house, check, regular room, check, on a man’s chest… Now that wasn’t something familiar. Cracking my eyes open slightly I looked at the body I was currently half sprawled out on. The immediate vision brought only a hard chest covered by an old Bowie shirt and soft dark brunette curls into view. It wasn’t hard to figure out that I was sleeping on Ville. There weren’t many men on the property with his particular features.

( Nobody Can Save Me... )

Castle Bam: 6: 18 AM

The soak in the bath was just what the doctor had ordered. My muscles were relaxed and my various scratches and cuts were cleaned up. I had stayed in until the water was cold and shivers started to run up my arms. Slowly I lifted myself from the water and pulled a towel from the rack. I tightly wrapped it around my slim body and sank to the floor beside my old soccer bag. It was always the bag I used to carry stuff to Missy’s, tuff and able to take whatever Bam and boys threw at it.

I heard shuffling outside the door and a faint knock.

( Come Back To Me... )

After a few minutes of full body shock something in me finally seemed to snap awake. I was glad it had because he was beginning to remove my pants after he had already discarded our shirts. Without considering the consequences of what I was doing I brought my finger nails sharply across the right side of his face and began struggling with all my might. Too bad for me I wasn’t stronger than a five foot eleven male.

“You, bitch!” He screamed in fury and yanked my hair back while grabbing my hands in a one fisted iron clamp.

( One More Time... )

JUNE 8th, 2009 Castle Bam: 4:56 AM

I sat with the Chris over looking Castle Bam as the sun was slowly rising behind us and the sky was a soft shade of blue-grey. The air was cold and we were both wrapped in a blanket for warmth. Most people had either left by now, gone to their rooms to sleep, or were passed out around the property. I could still hear the faint noise of people in the kitchen though; Bam, Dunn, Ville, and Missy if I remembered correctly.

Chris and I both were holding a clear cup with different drinks mixed inside. I took a drink of my Squirt and rum before finally breaking the silence that had fallen over us since we had gone to sit by ourselves in the loft of the barn.

( Love You Like I Do... )